August daydream

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late summer afternoon
haze almost swallows me whole
early crickets and late birds
vie for role of killer sound
eyes flattened shut
are pried open to cyan color trees with a silver sky
and the breeze tries to soothe
but only fans the open flames
want threatens to consume
daydreaming my nightmares away
until the fantastic remains
echoes of touch and taste
threaten to overwhelm
pushing me to forget the now
and exist only in the shadow of embraces
long ago lost

The Slow Mash

 

She became mindful all at once in his arms. Drawing in a breath, maybe the first real one in hours, she let him guide her around the creaky, sticky dance floor. His voice rumbled through her as he hummed along softly. The sax was done wailing for now and the piano and bass talked to each other. Her hand slid behind his neck as his found rest at her lower back. Pulled closer, her head found rest against his chest.

She wanted to look at him but wouldn’t break this embrace. This dance was their first touch. They had talked, laughed, shared side by side but somewhere they picked up tendrils of something more. Picking at threads of possibility, tonight was a beginning.

Thank God jazz songs can go on forever, she thought. Their conversation at dinner had been rollicking fun. Their evening walk to this club felt sparkling. But this dance was … perfect.

She was disheveled, but when he looked at her she felt like a goddess. He looked like the most delicious sin. Any other thought, past or future, was peripheral to this moment. No matter what, she would carry this memory as a precious gem forever. This night, this dance, this moment.

She was smart enough to understand this was the most she could hope for. Whether they parted tomorrow or rode off into the night as partners for the rest of their lives, moments of perfection are fleeting. They just might venture to physical heights previously unknown to them. But those moments are not meant to be sustained either.

Quelling all busy thoughts, she breathed him in again. He smelled of scotch, bar smoke, and soap. She tested a patch of skin at his neck with her tongue. Salty and rough. He squeezed her hip and she finally pulled back to look at him. They stood staring for what felt like days. Reading eyes. Clenching fingers. Music slowing to a fade for them. Without a word, they moved together.

Screw the Buttons

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What’s the right order?
I have all the equipment
buttons lined up in neat rows
right the fuck in front of me
But after wrenching struggles
and being worn down
by the opposite of accolades
from subpar humans
I’m stuck on something
as simple as a sequence!
No self help books necessary
no manuals for this job
When I chose to fly under the radar
I knew I’d mostly be on my own
but shit! this is ridiculous
Barely making sense to myself
almost speaking in code
the instructions were simple
but my detail-oriented brain
got in the way again
and I missed the big picture
So these buttons should be a piece of cake
if only I could remember
I’m so screwed

Perfect Like a Fall Sweater

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Wrapped and curled up in soft words and dulcet tones
His gaze warms me like a sweater on a crisp fall day
Our cozy corner of the world
Smells of wood burning and tastes like caramel
I let his taste flow through me
While he cannot seem to stop his hands from smoothing over me

We’re timeless
Our search never ending within each other
Whether it’s soft sand or dry leaves beneath our toes
We are only aware of our season
With flavors and colors collected from our travels
And kept in perpetual shadow boxes

Enveloped in a haze of smoke and jazz
Smoke swirls above and drifts toward the early stars at dusk
We are fused in a contented joy
alone it seems even in crowds
I pull him closer and he holds me tighter
and we’re perfect like a sweater on a crisp fall day

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