I am a smudged slate,
rife with dust and mistakes.
I know there are bright things
but lack wherewithal to look for them.
I prop open the door and listen
as miracles pass me by.
Unlocked.
I am a smudged slate,
rife with dust and mistakes.
I know there are bright things
but lack wherewithal to look for them.
I prop open the door and listen
as miracles pass me by.
He had 17 loaves of white bread
in his cart, along with six jugs of sweet tea
and large tub of cottage cheese.
–
She had a shower curtain and duct tape
and at the last moment,
added a Cadbury egg to her basket.
–
I exchanged pleasantries with the cashier-
something about how it’s almost Friday,
as if the moment wasn’t rife with possibility
of death by meteor or gluttony.
–
I remember bringing my child here
and feeling accomplished
when my cupboards were full;
I wonder if that feeling is lost for good
now that I know less about fulfillment
and more about never-ending questions.
–
A dark little bird flew in the rain
and I drove home between dotted lines
on a slick road with no guard rail.
Too cold for mushrooms,
I step lightly,
waking dirt below.
After removing flowers
and songs and sweet breads,
I was left with my own warped reading
of the laws of attraction.
Afternoons were cold
but not empty
as I dove into an angled prism
full of many shades of silvery-grey.
The puddle is disturbed, rippling
and I don’t want to wait to see what’s left
when the reflection stops shimmering
–
Somewhere in a place I can’t see
overhead, a dark bird squawks
– maybe a warning, or a mocking cry
–
There’s something threatening to spill out
so I close my mouth and rub my eyes
in vain, hoping worry will fade like wind
–
We’ve been here before
yet the volume remains unexpected
and the view indiscernible