Along the Susquehanna

There’s admittedly a little thrill

when I stumble on the river’s name

in a poem or a story. 

I pass it every week, 

its tributaries every day,

and while I often bemoan my town,

I love my valley 

even though there’s racism and poverty 

and not enough art. 

I love the stark winters

and the lush summers, 

the roadside stands of farmers 

every few miles. Abundance 

in what feels like end times.

Comfort, quiet and strong,

like mountains that take eons to move.

Pies on countertops 

and forests every few miles. 

The colors of the sky broken up

by hills and trees, the reflections 

shimmering in dozens of creeks

like the sequins of an aged showgirl,

slowly shaking her stuff. 

There’s little bustle along the river

and the trails are usually overgrown 

but plain enough to follow,

like we do when we repeat history. 

The river is long enough 

to hold rambling stories and

if you are lucky, it will carry away 

worries as easily as fallen feathers. 

Serene

The word sounds like cutting 

across skin or a melon.

I hear red and sense violins 

like in a Hitchcock movie. 

.

A woman passed me today 

whispering “serenity…” 

and I answered, “insanity”

but there was no rim shot.

.

There are plagues that haunted

this long fucking day, small rages 

from stuffy old men to rabid dogs 

to line cutters in traffic. 

.

I wonder if I’ll dream of twins 

and a glass of water, as if 

in the form of a hawk 

redemption could be activated.

.

My socks didn’t fit today 

and I opened up like a fool

but mostly the world is rolling along 

regardless if I’m in it or want to cry.

.

I don’t want to be mindful 

about my pizza slice or my breath;

I want to gobble up the scenery 

and laugh until I pass out, dreaming flight. 

A window

Glass is made so well now,

it’s hard to see if the tree is inside or out.

Watching the limbs sway, I can almost feel

the breeze as it pushes autumn forward.

.

Today I read a mid-century poet 

happily blinded by the face of his America, 

his city streets. I imagine his billboards  

tame with pinched and pearled women. 

.

I can’t claim a time as mine and

my poetry has little form, except secretly.

My sadness is from another era 

and my hope is eternal and stubborn. 

.

I love to watch fog through my window

as it caresses rolling hills, crawling streams. 

When I look at people, I see fog 

in expressions, wishing for quiet trees. 

.

It’s hard to tell if history or imagining

rules me. I keep looking back but sometimes 

it’s not a place I’ve been but it informs me

just as where I think I’m going tomorrow. 

.

I park near a hole in chain link most days,

the tear framing a mess of alleys and spires

in a little cluttered town with a history 

of floods and teachers and a smidge of art.

Cultivator

There are things happening

around me like confused winds

marking their path

along my spine 

.

long jumping demons 

finding lots of places 

to grab hold

but they can’t quite get in

-and neither can anything else 

as I hold my breath 

for months 

waiting for a space to exhale 

.

I am at times surprised 

by my own detachment 

and bemused by the speed 

most people want to travel

.

long distances without leaving 

my chair is my speciality

yet I keep dreaming 

of lights, the forest, and knowing 

without a map

I am exactly where I should be 

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