Last drops
I don’t know if I’ll ever do anything
that is remembered. Maybe I already have.
Most likely, I’ll linger for a little while
like sparkly dust after fireworks.
Then it will be dark.
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Will any of my sentiments fall
on ears or eyes that will hold them
more than the time I took to write
this question?
The odds are against it.
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Will my children carry anything of me
beyond my last tomorrow?
Will any of the seeds I dropped bloom
deep in the woods or along the road?
Maybe for a little while.
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I wonder if I’ll ever be allowed
to pour out all my thoughts anywhere
before the end. Or is that the end,
when the essence of a heart meets
the last drops of time.
Marigolds in the dark
The dark doesn’t surprise me
but I’m mystified by stars.
No matter how often I look,
it’s a messy jumble -but magical somehow.
–
It’s effort to look out the window
when terror lurks
in a visitor or a squall or
a garden rabbit upsetting my marigolds.
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Will I always feel like jumping
out of my skin or will I settle
into a quieter place
without fear of noise or fading away?
–
We’re between storms
so it’s only natural to seek light
even if it’s a blinking plane
and not a star.
Well trodden
There are at least three pianos
within two minutes from where I stand
but my song is stuck in my throat
because if I open even a little,
who knows if I will sound like
a gurgling creek or a screeching hawk?
.
I swallow my song again and have no idea
if my walk will become more comfortable
or more painful – is there a point
where I can tell the difference?
.
I am at that well-worn place
where I do not know what to do
so I keep… doing… walking… sort of
like a fish that will die without swimming
but I am not afraid of dying, just the
stopping part of it all. I hope to go on.
The Word Rummager 