We are pulled like salt-water taffy
from the sky
across a big parking lot

a few people below say,
“what a nice cloud shape-is that a condor?”

They don’t hear the sub-rhythms
that drive our currents, nor do they know
why we smile at our laptops intermittently.

The unknown is a bubble of joy
growing in a still pond, full of light and music

sort of like fireworks only we can see,
making the lily pads quiver

to music only we can hear.

Sleepy gauzy warm late spring afternoon,
when boundaries fade
between our world and dreams.
That’s where the latest episode began.

There are diamond shapes when I blink
and muppets when I open a closet.
The music is from 1944 and flight
into the stratosphere is strictly sci-fi.

A heron soars across the ceiling
which is really a sky but I don’t quite see
the difference between in and out.
That’s a made-up principle, I think.

I was faced with four generations
of poetic larceny, with a mirror to
forest succession, all moss and mushroom
with no fairy tale in sight.

Another morning of fog lasts too long
except for the moments with him
which rush by like wildflowers
through a car window.

There will be a quiet celebration,
one of whispered thanks and promise.
I’d like to be fully awake first
but I’m not sure that’s a state for me.

Maybe the best gifts are the moments
inside bookstores, where thousands
of ideas float about and time is
a silly construct.

Muddled mornings and alt afternoons
with birds of prey high overhead
and rocks slowly softening
back to dust below.

Today is open and quiet
with no promises or need for definition.
Today is picking up threads
to continue weaving a dragon tapestry.

It’s almost lonely
with the rain drenching all the land
around my house, leaving me
at sea. I am autonomous,
choosing just when to eat my doughnuts
and when to daydream about
romantic things. I can climb the stairs
or I can crawl if I want to.
feeling like a panther easing my way
through jungle brush.
The rain and the stairs make me feel
I am floating, perhaps to discover
some place not yet named.
There is peace in this moment,
between steps, raindrops, and romance,
all of them forming a humming line
on the border of where I want to be.

Just there
in the quietest part of the day,
the night really,
my heart is pounding
and I worry I will wake something
that should sleep a little longer.

There’s no map
for the moonless night
so I keep bumping into things
and I wonder if I’ll be able to keep up
laughing off the bruises in the morning
or if I’ll learn to stay still.

It seems too early for snoring
in the afternoon,
but I hear it, along with a thrumming
hotel air conditioner and traffic
careening this way and that nearby.
I loved what I could see through my window
on the drive but we never stop
except at the doughnut shop to pee.
I’m going to miss that stretch of road.
The ebullient signs excite me
though not to buy anything but to think
how large a world there is
beyond the three regular roads I travel.

One road is necessity.
Another road is obligation.
The third is for the spirit.
Anything behind that is for fun,
and I wish we’d take that route more often.

It’s too early to be thinking about supper
but the quiet makes me more aware
of my stomach and there is somehow
a mounting excitement about eating
in another town, even when it ends up
being the same food as at home.

It’s too middle-of-the-road to be
having a midlife crisis
and maybe I’m way past halfway
but I am hungrier than I should be,
I’m not at all tired of new places,
and the third road is calling me
like a carnival barker at sundown.