

Unlocked.

I watch a lot of things
and notice the small bits mostly,
which is frustrating
when I have to look up names and towns
of wars or inventions.
I like knowing what a person is feeling
when they’re raging or writing or walking-
is it a painful step forward or a hunger
for mashed potatoes with way too much butter
or is it melancholy for missing
the softness of touch or is it simply
curiosity about what birds
may really be thinking
or wondering is there’s such a thing
as a sentient stone
and why do we imagine how people kiss
when we watch them talk (or is that just me);
are there smaller things no notice
or are we not meant to examine
our interactions with the world
on a subatomic level or
are there larger things with more importance
than kissing, rage, and potatoes?
I feel the planets pulling west
but there’s a northern light
moaning my name.
The valley is shifting again.
The trees are being stripped
leaf by leaf and they shimmy
in a growing restlessness.
I follow trees, bending limbs to ground.
The wind eavesdrops
as I confess
to the sleeping garden.
I’ve traded small ideas about sidewalks
and wildflowers for larger concerns
like finding peace in sorting laundry and
the quiet of midnight when day is done.
When the dark becomes too much,
I listen to my breath,
imagining the mechanics are similar behind movement and storytelling.
I try to be still but wander with my eyes and find little rest because
even air moves
and with it, untold dances I want to try.

(the ceiling in the library at Fonthill Castle)