another little piece of me is gone
surrendered to time
when I was asleep, I was six again
with the world a bright, sunshiny place
when poetry met me in a field near the school
but when I awoke
it was so dark in my room
no stars or moon
and I was old, beyond my own reckoning
but I still had words
to describe and comfort
so when I fell asleep again I was seventeen
on the cusp of a bigger world
with more people and places
and words faded as I soaked in the city
when I turned around I was twenty-eight
with my own walls closing me in
there were few words as I made a family
but again at thirty-nine the words bowled me over
as I saw a field like when I was six
I began to write
hoping to capture the feelings
so when I’m ninety-nine I’ll remember
my dreams when I’m awake
Bohemian Cave
Ensconced in my comfy cave
I dwell entirely in my head
a little too long
until the long shadows start jumping
and dancing on the walls
There is no turning away
completely from the past
for just when my skin starts fitting
a specter attacks my psyche
not allowing me total access
I can feather my nest
as best as I can
but there’s no sweeping under the rug
no trash removal service
for the painful garbage littering my soul
Tattered like moth-ridden clothes
locked away too long in the attic
I paste on smiles
heap on witty barbs
to deflect attention from myself
Someday when I’m clothed in more wrinkles
I will be too tired to give much thought to what could have been
But I suspect I will still exist
better off in my dreams
instead of bleak past memories
No More Blank Pages
When do we stop being a blank page?
so full of words, images
we are weighted down, submerged
What’s on the other side?
The unknowns become familiar
yet we are lonely, disconnected.
A child sees joy
with unwavering acceptance
joins in and plays.
Where two or more meet
there are opinions, yet
Why do we feel alone with our thoughts?
A child holds on to the good
knowing you can erase even on old crinkled paper.
“Lead me to the truth and I will follow you with my whole life. ” – Mumford & Sons



