I am waiting too

Scooped out a ladybug from my car

and set it free on a spring breeze

I am waiting

to be scooped up too

to float on a breeze

with no concern for “up” or “down”

imagining wings

with no compass

no anchors

no star guides

maybe a moon

maybe some sun shadows

because I would wait

to see what shapes form

from midday steps beneath midlife clouds

puffing along, morphing

from soft bunnies

to Vulcan nerve pinches

Whales don’t weep on land

but we do and it’s awful

and a little funny

and so simian in its futility

knocking together nuts

to get a little reward

pressing on screens

for a little relief

the blind trying to decipher

a laugh from a cry

the deaf seeing clouds

with no shadow

I am waiting for rain

to wash the dirt from the garden

to know a fresh new day

in old skin

storm clouds being as good as any

to direct our play

Veering very close to the fountain

enough for my toes to get wet

I am waiting to hear

if he’s sick or if she’s happy

and if Friday is a New Day or

just a nonsense day with a title

because I would wait

for labels to fade

before I decide

if it’s worth the effort

to walk around the fountain

again and make the steps count

or to just sit

quietly with shadows

of sun giving way to moon.

All the story in a leaf

Petals get the glory.

Like the power ballad hammering out a love song.

Roots are heavy with symbolism swagger.

A chorus breaks hearts with its nonrhyming.

Stems are lithe and acrobatic.

Cadence is less important with no one listening.

But the story is in the leaves,

the veins, the tissues, the stomata.

The reach and the fall are the same story.

Quiet thrill of persistence

Glad it’s green

it’s been so long, almost too long

except we don’t tell time in Forever

whatever’s planted will grow

just not always the way you think

twisted, and awkward besides

so many reels with trains

the thrill of going is fresh

but there’s always an end to the track

a bud between rails

waving but not wavering

as a season presses into another

Water on a leaf

It rests, pools

with no concern for want

or when

It falls, is held

disappearing from view

but not place

It turns, spins

with myth of mother

in a cloud

It moves, is still

cradling light

maybe forever

Heights on the playground

There was a climbing wall

on the playground

and I used to sit astride it,

looking both backward and ahead,

like a sentry in a castle tower.

I imagined I could see

all the known possibilities

of what was behind me

as anything ahead seemed foreign

and a little exciting.

My legs sometimes would swing

as if there was a song playing

-often there was, at least in my head.

I would hold on tight

to the beam that held the walls together

and sit until called back to class.

There was no battle to win

or answer to figure out

on that wall, just a happy way to pass time,

legs swinging, the wind pushing me to sing

and keep time with my daydreams

of whatever lay ahead.

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