tossed and turned
another night of twisting in my bed
thoughts of tangling
our limbs like knotted tree roots
rising above cracked earth
reaching for sun’s warmth
fresh with possibility
drinking in morning
among cattails
following the one-legged bard
to the river’s edge
sampling aged cheese
and floating spores
my wine soaked girdle
tipping new delicacies
for lily-pad dwellers
from the east
never did the moon speak
so clearly as that day
ironically quoting math facts
to guppies and minnows
resting on the mossy bank
licking the green away
reading stories
in pussy willows
my bare skin heaving
with breath lost
taken by the sun and mood
meeting in the clear sky
confluence
no need to keep eyes open
since I go by how it feels in the dark
distractions of line and contour
fade with the explosion of taste
seldom does sound have effect
except when wind brushes grasses
or rain slides down window panes
then bodies sigh with the elements
existence naturally
twelve miles or so – but it could have been days away
who can measure time or distance
when sheer depletion of thought, exhaustion of spirit
completely swallow existence
only sense and instinct propel, habit holds sway
your mind keeps a holding pattern
while your feet move by some unseen force
it is not bravery or intelligence
we are animals
it is instinct
survival
to stop and reflect
could mean drowning or being swept away by a wind storm
whatever demon element you allow
still waters may be deep but they are also deadly serious
the wind may cry but it can also be held
heroism is skipping stones and flying kites
quiet play
you’ll always be there
on that shabby playground
tracing cracks in the pavement
sidestepping ladybugs
conversing with daddy long-legs
bending chalk lines
racing beside me against time
wanting recess to last the whole day
praying summer would come soon
pretending we were characters in books
drawing our dream house in the dust
noticing how the moon peeked out sometimes during the day
drinking the honeysuckle that gathered by the fence
swinging beside me
just quietly being
the best part of my day

