Porphyria’s Season

 

She was fine with the solstice but the equinox got her every time.

He told her she was just the same as everyone else.
She thought that was not true all the time.
Someday she’d be someone’s The One and not a stand-in For Now.

She was an expert at transition
But could not abide consistency.
She didn’t see a calm pond but saw a stagnant cesspool.

She’d sing to the songs the breeze carried
He’d try to pin her like a moth to a board
When she really wanted the flame carried on the wires.

Had she really been told she could do anything
Or was that a daydream like the others?
What a lie if true, what a story if not.

There were constraints binding her to the Now but not her mind which delved into Then and Again.

For every change she built a pattern
For every room she’d create a space
In her vision he glowed like starlight
In her ears she sang for herself alone.

He thought he knew her seasons but she surprised him just the same.

Cold Spring Rain

 

So cold, the spotlight burned through a far corner of the room
As voices recede to a hoarse whisper
She couldn’t see for the gloom
The tears fogging up the years
She knew if he let go the pain would ebb
The memories would fade
Just let go, she thought
And it will all diminish as it should
Don’t make me feel this right now
I’ve been so alone and it was cold but I understood it, she thought
My place forever being in the background, seeing, hearing
But not known by anyone else
But you hold me and it hurts, she said
Because then there’s warmth that makes the cold tingle on my skin
The din of voices returning
She felt fear and panic
Would she have enough left to hold on
Her fingers loosening their tenuous grip
She wanted to stay in the mist
Cold
Alone
Her hand was being squeezed and her arm felt warmer
She felt without looking he was there
Looking at her
Holding on
Hold on
There’s a whole world to see
Join me he said
When she opened her eyes
It was to see a spring rain.

Build Your Wings

“If we listened to our intellect, we’d never have a love affair. We’d never have a friendship. We’d never go into business, because we’d be cynical. Well, that’s nonsense. You’ve got to jump off cliffs all the time and build your wings on the way down.”

– Ray Bradbury

 

No More Blank Pages

 

When do we stop being a blank page?
so full of words, images
we are weighted down, submerged
What’s on the other side?

The unknowns become familiar
yet we are lonely, disconnected.

A child sees joy
with unwavering acceptance
joins in and plays.

Where two or more meet
there are opinions, yet
Why do we feel alone with our thoughts?

A child holds on to the good
knowing you can erase even on old crinkled paper.

“Lead me to the truth and I will follow you with my whole life. ” – Mumford & Sons

Rum and Remembrance

 

What you see is so often hard to look beyond.
The still life cannot compete with the moving pictures we create
Even when imagined, especially when real.

We hold a part of all who have touched us.
Connections from within and without, our names on marquees
Never the beautiful, often the damned
We carry laughter, miracles, dissonance.

Frequently our territory is too tame and not enough.
We search for the whys and whens and wheretofores.
Mediocrity is the spectre,
With perplexing indifference, agonizing deflection, amusing acceptance.

Laced with experience, armed with knowledge
The pen does its job, washing away the bitter
The words taste like rum.

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