You’ve already chosen a color

Without a fence, you don’t know
how far you can go.
It’s a bit of a surprise to have a choice.
There was a time
you barely noticed boundaries.
Now it’s like life takes place in an easy chair,
not pretty to look at but feels good
to sit awhile, to be held within the lines
of propriety and sobriety.
Content maybe, maybe not.
Restless mind inside a cozy room.
I would tell you to let your heart lead you,
let love bloom, let colors take away
the drudgery of daily life, like
stumbling on a Picasso or Gauguin in winter.
I admit I understand the appeal
of cozy over adventurous.
There is always daydreaming.
Wherever that leaves us, it’s as though
we traveled far away without leaving home.

Mosaic

After being dropped,
all our broken pieces were set aside
our landscape looking like the circus floor
after closing time

You felt alone, you said
in a world of 7 billion –
a stumbling wanderer

I felt invisible and bruised
from the shuffling without roots,
a quiet catastrophe

We watched in awe as we loved,
our pieces being pulled together
forming something new
-better than anything we dreamed.

Song and Dance

The music lifted
my body is such a way
that I felt weightless
and barely noticed
weather or worry.
The horizon was wide
and time meant little.
I was so young,
dance was my way
of speaking.

Somewhere along the way,
I forgot to listen
to my own rhythms.
I forgot about music!
Can you imagine?
I’ve been singing
with geometric thoughts
found in skylines
instead of following
patterns of clouds.

I am unsure of the steps,
more so as I get older.
I forget the words too,
but maybe it’s ok
if I make up my own.

Sky views

Lolling about in a stew
of stars and comets,
knowing there are patterns
other people see.
I don’t need to abide
other people, just my heart
and the one I love.
We have our own sparks
that form grand mandalas
if you know how to read
what you can’t see.

Deep down

It’s so dark, it’s hard to tell
if it’s dew or crying
pooling before daybreak.
I’ve always liked this time,
the time without definition.
When shadow may be
a hug or a last look back.
An ache may be from
wishing or from squeezing
a wish inside a fist, a trap
we can fall into just before
we get wise and let go.
It’s quiet but with a soft wisp
of leaves and nightbirds
rustling to share a song
that may be love or indigestion.