Let it begin with me

It’s late and there is snow

resting quietly, taking the night’s moans

and spinning them into sugar.

I am fluffy and warm inside

where it is dark and the fire has gone out

and I am not waiting for whatever’s next.

This is the moment. The dark, the cold,

the inexplicable coziness. This is peace

and I’m not sure how long I can hold on.

It seems I’ve spent years chasing an image

that does not include the grey, aching,

moody wretch I am now- yet… peace?

Stories and diagrams and pictures

all stacked up in my mind or on my table

do not add up to the good I have now.

Yet tomorrow may find me sad and unable

to grasp the good as it flutters around me;

maybe when light has gone again… peace.

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