Pre-Dawn Insight

An epic battle took place
sometime between 1 and 3 am
this morning
in my head
and I can’t remember much of it
but I awoke with
a start and a pounding heart.
Breathless and rested
all at once.

That flash of insight
you are gifted
when relaxed
and a modicum of tension holds
at least one part of the body-
that’s the moment
when all meaning becomes clear
and nonsense is everything.
Skies were open,
the path gilded.
My song was quiet
but strong and carried far.
The only chaser
was a crooked past
and as I held still,
a storm of sun and music raged.
I have no idea what this means
to a dreamologist
and I don’t think it much matters.
I got a push
to get through Monday
and I’m rolling.

Renewal

It’s not a slowing down
to meet a still, natural state
but a non-hurried
inhalation
of cavorting blades of grass,
the swivel of sun
amid dipping clouds,
tapping of toes
to a faraway song
and a glint of years
running through my hair
that keeps me aground
yet soaring with renewed
spring in my fingers.

Of a Recess

Watching from near the gate,
counting leaves from the tree limb
that hangs over the honeysuckle.
Being seven,
in all its dusty playground glory.
Sweet fleeting recess
with strangers
that might be friends
once they overlook my odd name
and different accent.
Holding the sweater sleeve
up to my nose, inhaling
mother’s lingering Jean Naté
and Virginia Slims.
Shifting feet over acorns and pebbles,
remembering a river
I hadn’t seen yet
but knew was there waiting.
Wondering at how time stretched
to lose track of home
even though I never forgot to imagine
each room as it would be.

Flight by river

A water song thrown
to a dark night sky.
The moon’s not there
to toss it back;
she must be asleep.

Music lost.
A shuttered heart.
And then?

With firm grip to ground
and a look to a sky of forget,
we try fluidity
but lack grace of rainfall.

Called by the river,
aimlessly following waves.
Silvery edged currents.
Do they all end the same?

He tells me to drop my hold
on the wind,
stop my spin, face tomorrow’s sun,
and gather convening crows.

Smoothly whispering feathers
suggests capture;
wile and flight a guide.

A water dance held
in soft moss steps.
The river shares soft light
for lost comfort
before harsh morning.

Imprint of wind

An imprint
of dynamic wind moving clouds
sun touching branches
touching wings
of geese, swans, and eagles
gliding over ripples
of freshly-thawed lake water
pushed by wind
green waving sediment
blue reflection of sky
carrying seeds, leaves, and hollow
to another cove
of alder, pine, and larch
canopy of old branches
holding me
calling me
daughter, mother, sister, lover
of shadow
dance and color filtered
by wind moving trees
moving clouds
over ground soggy with spring.

 

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