Rita for a day

 

feeling like Rita Hayworth
except less tortured today
feeling curvy and sleek
flowing hair
shielding an eye
a curtain boys want to part
smiling wide
quick with a tune
or a dance number
maybe a striptease
but later
feeling the glamour
the old studio system
with life’s details worked out
just waiting for direction
feeling less in-progress and more complete
like a character and not a caricature
I don’t need glasses right now
less harsh reality, more soft focus
personality hiding behind an icon
face made up to hide weariness
woes set aside while the show goes on
pretending there’s no loneliness in crowds
none of that matters today
as I walk and hips sway
with purpose and beauty
with lines meant for artists to devour
feeling a bit like Rita today

Early Morning

 

crisp air marked by excited breaths
clean slate
a new day
shuffling along the quiet path
spider webs sparkling in dewy grass
such vivid green
found just before leaves change colors
so still, the hills look like a painting
so lush, fruits are ripened and heavy

bold tones from the earth
how small, colorless we would be
without nature’s brush

Trouble Brewing

 

I was in trouble
did I cause trouble?
who can tell without judging
they gave me tasks, chores, schedules
kept me busy, busy, busy
waking moments were full of fluff
sleep was intermittent
dark thoughts in the night
natural urges
rising
refusing to be handled
or struck down
the best part of me squandered
in the light of day
they only saw the fallen halo
and not all the rest
the best
the ideas, the art, the mechanics
lost in the shuffle
they wouldn’t let me go
stay out of trouble?
oh no!
you make time for the things you love

Terror and Triviality

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Calm, sedate on the surface
I am
Beware of treading too close
My waters are turbulent beneath
Tumultuous
There are tales I could tell
That would amaze and thrill
There are pictures I could draw
With just the right words
At times I’ve let loose my tongue like a serpent
A constrictor at times, with venom too
Such terrors I’ve beheld should not be swallowed
T’would be sharper than a sword to swallow
So I let fly with some spinning
Trying to pour out all the ventures
I shocked a few freaks
Straight
Right out of the circus
The fire breather can breathe on me
The contortionist can mold my body
The puzzle man with the tattoos that come to life can hold me longer with his run on sentences
Nothing compares to what I spin
With my tongue
Late at night
Around the fire
Recalling the terrors and trivialities I suffered
In my travels
Bleak neighborhoods
In full light of day
With only crows as witnesses
And some errant wild beasts for company
They consoled, laughed with me
But the laughter faded
Like the sequins bedecking the washed up aerialist
Sparkles rust and skin grows sallow
But true performers never stop
Even as flesh fails and minds snap
We can share our tales
Whether terrifying or trivial

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