Rum and Remembrance

 

What you see is so often hard to look beyond.
The still life cannot compete with the moving pictures we create
Even when imagined, especially when real.

We hold a part of all who have touched us.
Connections from within and without, our names on marquees
Never the beautiful, often the damned
We carry laughter, miracles, dissonance.

Frequently our territory is too tame and not enough.
We search for the whys and whens and wheretofores.
Mediocrity is the spectre,
With perplexing indifference, agonizing deflection, amusing acceptance.

Laced with experience, armed with knowledge
The pen does its job, washing away the bitter
The words taste like rum.

Take It With You

 

Take it with you when you go, he said.
I could only nod, a million thoughts shattering my head.

The twisted words wrenched from my throat
Were forgotten when the velvet touch swept past my neck.

The air hung heavy in the deepening gloom,
Muffled sounds only from the fireflies and stars
The softest touch, almost not even there at all
But enough to carry away on a breeze.

The time seemed to linger on yet
Was too quickly gone.

Holding every word, every look, every laugh,
Now all remain as memories.

Nightmares Imprinted

She longed for the days of nightmares
Wishing she could run into her parents’ room
Be hugged and bundled
And told she was safe.

She couldn’t remember any dreams that brought light
Or any time she wasn’t scared.

Everything hurt so much
Her head spun with the memories
Stunned by finding herself years later still scared.

She couldn’t be completely certain of being awake or dreaming anymore
She had glimpsed light so bright she couldn’t stand it
She bundled herself off to hide where she found a safe place
No one would think to look right in the open
Or see through what seemed an opening
But was a dream.

Nightmares imprinted
Awoke the mind and made her sick
But then at least she wasn’t numb
And it wasn’t real if she could awake.

Dreams with light are for believers in such things
Who haven’t seen anything really ugly
Who haven’t felt the fear of wearing the ugliness like a coat
Who don’t know to welcome fear as something real
And she could walk away from something real.

Like a Child

I knew there was magic because rainbows and snowflakes and flowers were too good to be true.
I didn’t understand-
Why fireflies weren’t hot to the touch
Why I couldn’t have chocolate for lunch
When I was a child.

I didn’t understand
Why some friends were small
And most teachers were tall
When I was a child.

I did understand magic was real because I saw it every day.

“All grownups were once children- although few of them remember it.”

-Antoine de Saint Exupery

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